Therapy changes

 Well, I'm gonna start cheating on Sarah.  Hahahaha

I'm down to once a month with her.  I think my grief is well controlled.  But I have issues with lack of motivation and marijuana overuse. (They go hand in hand, don't they!) As my friend Stacey said, it's "sad" that I smoke weed and watch TV all day.  So, I should do something about that so that I don't have to feel like I'm "letting the side down." I need to learn to care about something besides my animals, weed, church, and police procedurals!

Anyway, OSU is looking for guinea pigs for their counselors so I'm going to check in next week for the two problems mentioned above.

"Are all of you called Barnaby?"

I'm also looking into getting some hypnotism for the tinnitus which has been bugging me again. I need to re-habituate. My hearing around it is fine. But when I wake up in the morning in silence, it's loud.  Maybe I should leave music on all night. Or the BBC. We'll see.