So funny

 Yesterday as I was crying/howling in her office, Sarah told me that my way of doing grief -- through feeling all the feelings as they occur, "is the fastest way to move through the journey."

And I just laughed and laughed through my tears. 

These two years (9 years with the dementia grief) have felt so fucking long.  When will I know who I am? When will I feel okay in the world again?